All I ever remember, is the same thing over and over,
I can’t understand how she could have hated me that much.
She found out, that’s what set the whole thing off,
I’m the one that slept around on her, with my ex of all people.
I know, it’s all my fault, it always is, but why did she have to curse me like this?
What she did to me went beyond cruel.
When I came home from work that day she acted strange,
she cooked me a fantastic dinner, wearing next to nothing.
She seduced me, telling me how good her touch would feel,
while I was tied to the bed, how she would make me want it.
Sure enough, there I was, tied to our bed, by all fours,
she knelt between my legs smiling, as she said to me, “I will love you for ever.”
Reaching behind her, she pulled up the sheet,
she had something, she had a fucking gun in her hands!
She started to cry, I screamed, I begged her to put the gun down,
she just kept saying, over and over, “I love you!” as she cried.
Looking me in the eyes, tears now staining her face and my own,
she says to me, “I’ll be waiting for you, in the next life.”
She pulled the fucking trigger! On my lap, she put a gun to her head!
It was only sex, I love her not my ex, she should have known, I should have told her.
That’s what I’m on my way to do now, as the bullet from the gun in my hand takes me,
it will give me the only chance, to tell her face to face, “I Love You Too!”
